Aug 08, 2006 21:48
So hello..
I have 20 min before I have to wake Nick up from his nap and work with him on memorizing some Spanish. Augh. I wish he had a better memory. Or that he was better at Spanish. So I'm quitting my nanny job because basically, I do too much and I need a job where I will be able to read for school. So I've decided i want to work at this tanning place real close to my apartment. And then I will try to get a job at Texas Roadhouse on the weekends. They have 3 table sections and the money is awesome.
Basically I have zero self-esteem right now. I need to lose 30+ pounds. It really sucks. I am motivated to work out, I just never seem to have time, or when I do, it's not a good time to do it (i.e. I just ate or it's time for bed). Proactiv does not work for me, so my face is a mess. I hate all of my clothes and refuse to buy a size larger. So I'm stuck.
I am not eating after dinner and eating healthier foods but I know that I need to get working out. Maybe I should just get addicted to it...
It would be nice to be a cat. Eat, sleep, pee. That would be awesome.
I can't wait till people come back for school. Being in Buffalo this summer really made me realize how many friends I DON'T have. :(
I have a blood test tomorrow so I am fasting, which doesn't really bother me. The bad part is, it's at 7:50 am. Hopefully it will be done quickly so I can catch a nap before I have to work at 10. Then I have the afternoon free in which I will probably go tanning, do my Carmen Electra DVD, shower, and then take a nap.
Blah. I'm so boring. I just felt like I should update because I never do.
Christina - are you coming to Buffalo on thurs? with who? when? why? haha call meeee