Aug 30, 2005 21:10
Not much has changed since last time..
still hate school.. and all of that nonsense.. Im kicking ass though i gotta say that much.. except for Honors Senior English.. i can feel that coming to bite me in the ass. Thats ok though.. all of my other grades are like super duper.
Still really annoyed with everything. I feel like a 5th year senior. Like i was suppose to graduate last year.. but for someone reason couldn't. So im with all of these people in my grade that i know.. but dont really like or hang out with. I feel like im older and more mature than them.. (in reality i know im not) like im back in highschool and i shouldnt be.. Pretty much sucks when all of your friends are older. oh well. move on i suppose.
Im still trying to decide about homecoming. Just not so sure. I donno maybe with gabeo by myside it will be wonderful? who knows
So the more ithink about it.. the more i want it to be July again.. July 2006 and everyones home from college. holy shit this july kicked some ass.. wow we rock at life. I was reading blairs Xanga...awww i love blair bear. she needs to come home. Shes so much fun.
I got my hair cut. Its pretty spiffy i guess.. who knows kinda like last time just more thinned out?? i donno.
So one of my cousins D is getting married this saturday. Im super excited. I love D and Kennedy K.. and all of my boys.. cant wait to go up there and see everyone else. Im takin my other half so i suppose it shall be a joyous weekend.. minus the gas prices. damn it
All of the cool people are quitting work or will be shortly. makes me super sad. that was the best part.. boo hiss.. I hate the period where its Like two good people.. with a resturant full of new people.. with no common sense. eh reminds me of the LG days.. when it me against the entire universe with dumb blonde cheerleaders.. You know they were dumb if a fellow blonde made fun of them. jeeeezzzzzeee.. Still getting pretty sick of the snapping going on with satan manager. i just cant take it.. when i dont do anything wrong. Sometimes i feel like i have to pick up other peoples slack.. just because she gets so frustrated.. everytime she yells she doesnt yell at my actions.. she says stuff like " everybody" or "the hosts" or "everytime" " ima bitch" you know.. stupid stuff. grrr. i need to just get paid.. and not work.. and allof that. wouldnt be wonderful.
umm. confused about life and people. end of story. haha same old shit.. just a different day..