I'm going to get sadistic reaaaaalllly soon!

Jul 11, 2005 20:05


So I haven't been writing lately which, for those who know me, is either a sign or cause of depression in me.  In this case, I think it's just a sign.  I hate being depressed, but I hate it even more when people start bothering me and getting on my case when I am depressed.  I'll cycle through my depression (which is really just a severe lack of energy) in a few days but in the mean time, it'd be great if everyone could just get off my case.  And stop rubbing it in my face that everyone else is having a happier time than I am at the moment (althought they're probably not . . . I'm thinking of one person in particular).

Funny enough, when I'm in my little funks is when I have my most fulfilling thoughts.  Well . . . fulfilling to me.  May be a bit painful or horrific to otehr people.  So I've got a sadistic mind.  The point is, I don't act on it.  With unwilling people.  Too often.  *evil grin*

But I've realized that now that I'm in such a bad mood, it'd be the perfect time to write a bit of my latest story idea.  So that's what I'm about to do now. 
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