Why is history repeating itself?
I have to scream! And scream to my friends. Those who know me very well, know of my history with men. I lost my first love to another woman which it was very difficult to recover. It took two years before all the anger, hurt, and pain went away. I started dating again and I found another love. Sam.
Sam has admitted to me that he has had cybersex with a woman named Kathryn (he told me this in Novemeber) and I've never seen or heard the anger in his voice when he told me to not tell him that he can't be friends with this woman. (Might I had that he has never met) He has even sent money to this woman. I told him he has his obligation to his wife and house first before he willy nillys send money to people. He spends more time with her on the computer than he does me. I am practically ignored. He says he loves me, but I don't believe him. He promised me he wouldn't send any more money to this woman, yet on his bank account statement it shows a paypal payment to her, the day before Valentines.
I feel trapped...like Princess Dianna with a another woman in the marriage. Sam has never risen a hand to my face, and I know he truely has a good heart...but can't he see the pain he is causing me? And what he is doing this marriage?
Sam has admitted to me that he has had cybersex with a woman named Kathryn (he told me this in Novemeber) and I've never seen or heard the anger in his voice when he told me to not tell him that he can't be friends with this woman. (Might I had that he has never met) He has even sent money to this woman. I told him he has his obligation to his wife and house first before he willy nillys send money to people. He spends more time with her on the computer than he does me. I am practically ignored. He says he loves me, but I don't believe him. He promised me he wouldn't send any more money to this woman, yet on his bank account statement it shows a paypal payment to her, the day before Valentines.
I feel trapped...like Princess Dianna with a another woman in the marriage. Sam has never risen a hand to my face, and I know he truely has a good heart...but can't he see the pain he is causing me? And what he is doing this marriage?