Dec 27, 2005 11:49
i have never been in this much pain before in my life. im usually pretty pain tolerant, but it just isnt working. i cried for awhile yesterday when jim was over and everytime i looked in the mirror coz my lips were like 2 miles out past my face and i looked like shit. but its a new day, and it's getting better. although i wish i could eat like nice real food instead of jello, pudding, yogurt, ice cream, and mashed potatoes, but its all good. :)