Dec 20, 2004 21:21
i can do this anymore. maybe its not as bad as it seems but i miss him. i cant sit here every nite wishing to go bak, even if for one nite. i cant do this anymore. i wear his t-shirt to bed but his scent has faded just as i have from his life. i wish he sat there everynite wanting to go back too. i just wanna be RH again, i wanna be the ride-or-die, the princess.
*sigh*