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So i havent been around much lately. Alot has been going on.
This girl Ollie was dating died. she got meningitis and then was in a coma but then she died a few days ago. pretty terrible. ollie is pretty upset about it. i was trying to be his friend and be there for him and be a good person, but he said some horrible things and i know he was upset at the time but really, i was only trying to help, i dont deserve to be spoken to like that. im trying really hard to just put all my feelings for him aside and be only a friend to him.
My stupid sister pretty much made my mum cancel her wedding because she thinks i need my mum to be around for me. I never needed my mum. SHe is nothing to me. I dontk now why my sister would htink i want to be around her.
nothing i am typing is making much sense at the moment sorry, im just really in the worst mood and everything is a bit frantic. i dont htink anyone still reads this though anyway so it might not matter.
This girl Ollie was dating died. she got meningitis and then was in a coma but then she died a few days ago. pretty terrible. ollie is pretty upset about it. i was trying to be his friend and be there for him and be a good person, but he said some horrible things and i know he was upset at the time but really, i was only trying to help, i dont deserve to be spoken to like that. im trying really hard to just put all my feelings for him aside and be only a friend to him.
My stupid sister pretty much made my mum cancel her wedding because she thinks i need my mum to be around for me. I never needed my mum. SHe is nothing to me. I dontk now why my sister would htink i want to be around her.
nothing i am typing is making much sense at the moment sorry, im just really in the worst mood and everything is a bit frantic. i dont htink anyone still reads this though anyway so it might not matter.