mmmm yummy
so i finally got a bottle of Mountain Dew - Pitch Black. It is so god damned good it isn't even funny, I've always had a soft spot for grape sodas as it is, but this also delivers the caffine kick to the balls at the same time. Shit, it's like drinking Jesus.
I've decided now that self-loathing isn't going to do me a lick of good, so i'm done beating myself up over what really amounts to a small error in judgement. I'm just glad that i have friends that care about me enough to call me out when I'm being less than intelligent.
It's really difficult to adjust to my new life i guess, here i am living with my parents, driving an about three hours a day for work, not having any extra time or money. I haven't even read a book lately and that's saying something since i used to read at least two novels a week. On my couple of days off a week i overly rely on my two best friends becuase i feel more normal when I hang out with them than at any other time. But i also kind of feel stupid about it, since they have their own lives to lead as well. I know full well that life will get better as time goes on, but as for now I just feel a bit empty at times, but i've got a damned LiveJournal so whine about it all on.
I've decided now that self-loathing isn't going to do me a lick of good, so i'm done beating myself up over what really amounts to a small error in judgement. I'm just glad that i have friends that care about me enough to call me out when I'm being less than intelligent.
It's really difficult to adjust to my new life i guess, here i am living with my parents, driving an about three hours a day for work, not having any extra time or money. I haven't even read a book lately and that's saying something since i used to read at least two novels a week. On my couple of days off a week i overly rely on my two best friends becuase i feel more normal when I hang out with them than at any other time. But i also kind of feel stupid about it, since they have their own lives to lead as well. I know full well that life will get better as time goes on, but as for now I just feel a bit empty at times, but i've got a damned LiveJournal so whine about it all on.