I Need to Change I Don't Know How, Don't Give Up On Me Now

[krylyr]

Please cheer me up.

First off, I should preface that I'm okay. But the last 12 hours or so have been utterly, uniformly horrible. Actually, the last week has been really rough and I feel like I hit bottom last night. I'm just completely wiped out, exhausted, and frustrated.

On the brightside, nobody's sick anymore. And Ben Harper has done his best to help lift my spirits, or at least offer me a little catharsis but still.

I got up around 1am and stayed up pretty much for three hours. This has been the worst of it this week, and like I said, at least there's no puke. I haven't actually read this bedtime book yet, but I'm still so very tempted to put a looped recording of it on at nighttime. But I'm so tired I haven't been able to do anything else - even the dayjob's been rough. And I don't like it at all - I hate how everything's ground to a halt, and I absolutely despise how annoyed and pissed off I am about it all. But I am.

So please help me out. I need some good cheer, some good news, some laughs, and some hugs.

Thanks.