2009 - a new begining?
Christmas has passed, leaving everybody stuffed with christmas food and candy in abundance. So has the drunken night of New Year, leaving thousands, perhaps even millions of people wake up in agony this first day of the new year. I heard a myth according the new year that said that the coming year would be like the actual new year. If you were happy at the stroke of midnight you would have a happy year and the opposite if you were miserable. If that would be true my coming year will be average and strangely erratic, since I spent my new year in various cars getting to various places all of them more or less boring. I should learn to plan ahead more. I have heard that people do that...
I will try to spend the year to find myself. I will start training capoeira to improve my strength, balance and body control. I will also try o take my studies seriously, be more social and get myself more alone time. Lately it's just seems that my life is frozen, that my path is pinpointed, that I have no choice. And I don't like to feel trapped, so I'm gonna break free. You can call it my new year's promise if you like. I also need to get laid. Soon. I need to get Pumpa out of that system too. Then I'm done with that.
These lovey days in scania is floating by like a wonderful haze, but just like you can't stop time, you can't go back in people's minds. Relationships change. Mary Jane doesn't need me as much anymore since she got her boyfriend, it feels like I'm losing my brother. We're just not as close as we used to. He's growing up, becoming a dad and getting married. I am happy for them and I love his fiancee and I'm also thrilled for M-J but at the same time there is sadness that nothing lasts forever. Everything is changing and life is just slipping by, drips falling down in the endless sea of time, disappearing with the smallest ripple if you get lucky.
I will try to spend the year to find myself. I will start training capoeira to improve my strength, balance and body control. I will also try o take my studies seriously, be more social and get myself more alone time. Lately it's just seems that my life is frozen, that my path is pinpointed, that I have no choice. And I don't like to feel trapped, so I'm gonna break free. You can call it my new year's promise if you like. I also need to get laid. Soon. I need to get Pumpa out of that system too. Then I'm done with that.
These lovey days in scania is floating by like a wonderful haze, but just like you can't stop time, you can't go back in people's minds. Relationships change. Mary Jane doesn't need me as much anymore since she got her boyfriend, it feels like I'm losing my brother. We're just not as close as we used to. He's growing up, becoming a dad and getting married. I am happy for them and I love his fiancee and I'm also thrilled for M-J but at the same time there is sadness that nothing lasts forever. Everything is changing and life is just slipping by, drips falling down in the endless sea of time, disappearing with the smallest ripple if you get lucky.