almost a month

Sep 04, 2007 12:24

And everything is falling apart! I have been crying all day. I'm still crying so forgive me for bad spelling and what not. I dont know what to do about anything right now. I started dating my roommate like 10 days ago and we are already falling apart. I dont know how to fix it, and I have too. I cant seem to get a job and money is running out. I have no Insurance on my car and the tabs just expired....so job hunting is kinda put on hold....but without a job I cant do anything about my car. I could ask my parents for help but I cant bring myself to do it. I moved so I could be on my own and now I'm not so sure I can do it. Nothing is working out for me. I'm trying I really am. I'm doing everything I can at this point ant time and its all coming up short....way short. I have no place to go here. Back home I would go sit at my grandpa and grandma's grave but I have no safe place...no hide away here. No one to sit and cry with. I thought I was doing the right thing for me by coming here.....maybe I was wrong.
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