can life suck anymore?
I feel like all I ever do is come here to bitch these days. If its not one thing with my life its something else. I need to get out and start somewhere new...but have no where to go. I messed up big time the last few weeks. I don't know how I missed something in my bank account but I did and now that I have like 4 over draft fees I'm in the hole some 20 bucks....I'm almost out of gas and don't get paid until next tuesday. And I'll still have to get myself out of the hole first before I can even think about putting gas in my car. The worst part about all of this is that the person I would have gone to help was my Grandma who is no longer here :( My hours at work are getting cut back for the summer and I cant seem to find a job and I just don't know what to do. How am I ever going to make it when I go back to school if i cant even make it now. I feel so down in the dumps and I just want to drive...but I cant no money for gas! So I shall spend the next two days which I have off cleaning and listening to music way too loud because that all I can really do.....I've been feeling so alone to. There are only like two people who aren't family who even think to call and see how I'm doing.I could fall off the face of the earth I don't think half the people I think care about would notice until they needed me for something. I just feel like hell and am going to curl up in bed and watch BBC America until I pass out.....after I eat my yogurt...