Dazzed and confused.
Well things right now just straight up suck. Being single isn't killing me too much. I loved her but as long as I keep telling myself that we were too different I seem to be able to move on slowly.
The part thats killing me is after her and I broke up one of my best friends decided to open up to me in a way I had never expected. It seems that I never appreciated her and I can't understand how that is so.
We've been friends since I was in grade 8, and have grown, in my eyes, as close as two people can in those years. I was always there for her, I never once turned my back to her.
Now she comes foreward and tells me that she loves me, and that because of her feelings we can never see each other again. That I never appreciated her feelings for me, and that I didn't give a fuck about the way she ever felt.
She won't answer my calls, or reply to any of my messages.
What the fuck just happened! Thats the only explenation I get!
Her sister told me she's going through a tough time but even she won't tell me more then that.
Fuck...
The part thats killing me is after her and I broke up one of my best friends decided to open up to me in a way I had never expected. It seems that I never appreciated her and I can't understand how that is so.
We've been friends since I was in grade 8, and have grown, in my eyes, as close as two people can in those years. I was always there for her, I never once turned my back to her.
Now she comes foreward and tells me that she loves me, and that because of her feelings we can never see each other again. That I never appreciated her feelings for me, and that I didn't give a fuck about the way she ever felt.
She won't answer my calls, or reply to any of my messages.
What the fuck just happened! Thats the only explenation I get!
Her sister told me she's going through a tough time but even she won't tell me more then that.
Fuck...