Peace, Love, and Understanding...
• Peace, Love, and Understanding...
For all the Hippy crap I have ever seen, this isn't so bad. Here is a pretty cool, GTA Like, Commercial from Coke.
• No one had her Post-It...
My mom had a massive heart attack on Sunday. The shittiest thing is, I had spoken to her earlier in the day; she was fine.
You know I say, "Shit of get off the pot". I am angry, and I feel that way now. My mom has had two other incidence back in 2001. Now, for most Diet, and Exercise are important. They are especially important for her, because she smokes like the World Trade Center (hellava image I know). In her stubbornness, she could probably -keep- smoking, if she did -other- things to help herself out. She does nothing. She felt the onset of the Heart Attack and told my Dad about the pain, but put off going to the E.R. It wasn't until hours later that she started yelling for him (the pain too much to take).
Listen up all you Emo kids. If you don't -want- to live, then fucking kill yourself now. Just walk out in front of traffic, or jump from a high place, or take a relaxing bath with a toaster (it's not difficult). If you do want to live, the prove it. My mother is not Emo, but she has not shown us that she cares enough about her family to -want- to take care of herself, or stick around. She is the picture of health, when she is not having a heart attack.
There is odd, and good news though. She is home. There are Heart Attack Enzymes, normal Heart Attack Victims have 200-300 in the body after an episode. Normal old people who have never had a heart attack have near 50. My mom, after her episode, had 7. Yes, 7. They had to do the test several times to be sure.
My dad needs to put his foot down, and take her Cigarettes, if he wants to have a wife for much longer. I know that sounds harsh, and I know he loves her dearly. All these years we have said we are powerless, and that SHE has to change. Fuck that, we have the power to intervene. In the end, when she dies because of her own arrogance, will be able to sleep at night because we wouldn't make the decision -for- her? My mother is Stubborn, AND, weak in this regard. SHE can't quit. We need to do it for her. If we don't help her, when it's all said and done, she will be no better than her sister.
BTW, she is fine now, after some stints were placed in an artery. She is at home, and resting.
• Firsts
Here is a list of things (in order?) that my mother does not care to stick around to see.
Any future Christmas.
My Graduation.
My Wedding.
My First Video Game.
My First House.
My First Car.
My First Child.
My Second Video Game.
My First Book.
My First Business.