murmurs of the brain
I feel pooped out from school. I was so close to typing "life" just now, but I like life, and it's hardly possible for me to get pooped out by it, so I decided to keep it specific. By the way, if you see any grammatical, punctuation, or mechanical errors, please point them out; I know my English is far from perfect. (THANK YOU in advance!)
Yeah. So I'm pooped out because, well, let's start from the top. Last year, after a semester's worth of easy-to-the-point-of-disgust English classes, I took the Honors entrance exam. I was so nervous, but I wanted to get in so badly, because even though I know it will be much more rigorous, it will bring me more knowledge, and in turn, satisfaction -- I like learning. After the Honors' teacher's consideration, she let me in. I don't remember being more happy about something academic, and I adored the class. This year, it's a new teacher, and he is unbelievable, too. I love his class, except now I could be dropped, because of my poor doing on his weekly tests, due to mechanical errors. I don't have problems understanding his class, on the contrary, I enjoy every minute of it. But because of mechanical errors in my writing, I could be dropped.
I can't even begin to describe how sad that makes me. Not only is this going to affect my GPA, which is crucial in Junior year, but I could also lose one of my favorite classes. (The Regulars class this year, I don't think is much better than last year's.) I'll be academically impaired, and personally deprived. God, I can't believe I feel so bad about this. The thing is, I can't do anything about my crappy grades that have already been written down in the grade book. I just need someone to tell me it's okay, and I'll make it, because I will fucking read that stupid grammar book to sleep.
Mmf... I need a hug, and some hair petting. :(
(Take It All Away by Puddle of Mudd is awesome, by the way.)
Yeah. So I'm pooped out because, well, let's start from the top. Last year, after a semester's worth of easy-to-the-point-of-disgust English classes, I took the Honors entrance exam. I was so nervous, but I wanted to get in so badly, because even though I know it will be much more rigorous, it will bring me more knowledge, and in turn, satisfaction -- I like learning. After the Honors' teacher's consideration, she let me in. I don't remember being more happy about something academic, and I adored the class. This year, it's a new teacher, and he is unbelievable, too. I love his class, except now I could be dropped, because of my poor doing on his weekly tests, due to mechanical errors. I don't have problems understanding his class, on the contrary, I enjoy every minute of it. But because of mechanical errors in my writing, I could be dropped.
I can't even begin to describe how sad that makes me. Not only is this going to affect my GPA, which is crucial in Junior year, but I could also lose one of my favorite classes. (The Regulars class this year, I don't think is much better than last year's.) I'll be academically impaired, and personally deprived. God, I can't believe I feel so bad about this. The thing is, I can't do anything about my crappy grades that have already been written down in the grade book. I just need someone to tell me it's okay, and I'll make it, because I will fucking read that stupid grammar book to sleep.
Mmf... I need a hug, and some hair petting. :(
(Take It All Away by Puddle of Mudd is awesome, by the way.)