this is what you get
i was a horrible bitch last night to someone who didnt deserve it.
who was actually decent and trying to be my friend
just because he had an accent that reminded me of the ocean i didnt cross, and the dreams i never tried, and the fact that i had almost gone
almost.
his stupidity isnt my fault. for once we can say i made the right choice.
the correct decision.
but now,
i miss him.
or rather, i miss that mebe he was going to take me away from this place
and i hate him,
because he got my hopes up, and then crushed them by being just like everybody else.
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im stuck here until i know for sure, that someplace else wont be even worse