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sooo, i have a weekend course this weekend, what's even worse: today is a public holiday and i'm up on my legs since 6 a.m this morning :-( doesn't make me feel really good to tell the truth, but that's not what i want to complain about.
i'll just complain away about boys, way more interesting don't you think?
so here we go:
there's this guy in my course, i've seen him around for the longest time and he really is good looking and he just has a magical attraction to me (he looks a bit like Johnny Depp, so that's a big benefit too ;-P) he really makes me want to jump his bones
and for the longest time i've been thinking: how to get close to that guy.
sooo weekend course: somehow he ended up in the same group as me, i nearly fainted! at last i got a chance to get to know him!
wanna know something funny? everytime i met him sofar (which was 4 times, on 4 different times of the week/day) he smelled really strong like a brewery... and gone is the attraction... (i'd probably still jump his bones but seriously? no one whos not an alcoholic doesn't smell that stronge of booze, heck every non alcoholic person out on a drinking night doesn't smell that bad! he was sitting right behind me and we were talking, i think i got tipsy from smelling his odor...) lucky me hmm?
that's probably why i never will have a healthy and normal relationship me always having to fall for the bad boys! man, why do they have to be so attractive?
and why is it that this particular weekend course (which is one of the last courses i need and has been hold by another person all years i can remember - but i could never attend because that stupid course always was held at the same time as even more important courses) has to be held by one of the oncologist i've seen these past year way too often? i can't even begin to descripe my aversion against him, which has nothing to do with him as a person but more on the fact that i actually know him as an attending doctor. do you think i'll get a grade if i write on the exam sheet: "i'm sorry i couldn't follow your course because i always felt sick just looking at you, but i'm sure you're a nice person" ?
why why why is that happening to me? what the heck is he doing on my uni? do i really have such a bad kharma? i could probably rant on about this for hours believe me....
also, do you know the feeling when you're so tired, you could fall asleep while standing on your feet but as soon as you lie down sleep just won't come? and than, when you're finally ready to fall asleep any second now the stupid telephon rings? i'm veeerry glad that i can't kill people with my thoughts, otherwise some poor telephon operator would have died yesterday (probably one reason for my bad kharma ;-P)
i'll just complain away about boys, way more interesting don't you think?
so here we go:
there's this guy in my course, i've seen him around for the longest time and he really is good looking and he just has a magical attraction to me (he looks a bit like Johnny Depp, so that's a big benefit too ;-P) he really makes me want to jump his bones
and for the longest time i've been thinking: how to get close to that guy.
sooo weekend course: somehow he ended up in the same group as me, i nearly fainted! at last i got a chance to get to know him!
wanna know something funny? everytime i met him sofar (which was 4 times, on 4 different times of the week/day) he smelled really strong like a brewery... and gone is the attraction... (i'd probably still jump his bones but seriously? no one whos not an alcoholic doesn't smell that stronge of booze, heck every non alcoholic person out on a drinking night doesn't smell that bad! he was sitting right behind me and we were talking, i think i got tipsy from smelling his odor...) lucky me hmm?
that's probably why i never will have a healthy and normal relationship me always having to fall for the bad boys! man, why do they have to be so attractive?
and why is it that this particular weekend course (which is one of the last courses i need and has been hold by another person all years i can remember - but i could never attend because that stupid course always was held at the same time as even more important courses) has to be held by one of the oncologist i've seen these past year way too often? i can't even begin to descripe my aversion against him, which has nothing to do with him as a person but more on the fact that i actually know him as an attending doctor. do you think i'll get a grade if i write on the exam sheet: "i'm sorry i couldn't follow your course because i always felt sick just looking at you, but i'm sure you're a nice person" ?
why why why is that happening to me? what the heck is he doing on my uni? do i really have such a bad kharma? i could probably rant on about this for hours believe me....
also, do you know the feeling when you're so tired, you could fall asleep while standing on your feet but as soon as you lie down sleep just won't come? and than, when you're finally ready to fall asleep any second now the stupid telephon rings? i'm veeerry glad that i can't kill people with my thoughts, otherwise some poor telephon operator would have died yesterday (probably one reason for my bad kharma ;-P)