anyone out there?
me again...been a few months...im really starting to get horrible at this keeping up with the journal thing.sorry
i guess if no one reads mine anymore it will just be a way for me to get some thoughts down.
summer so far:has been pretty fun.ive been hanging out with my friends and boyfriend joel,yep we are still together!it'll be 3 months july 3rd.=) he makes me so happy <3.this time its a relationship,not relationSHIT.....oh yes the wonderful dane cook.makes me smile....although there have been times where i didnt know what to do and broke down..i dont want to go into detail..its not important anymore...that was then this is now...live in the now.right?
havent been up to too much lately.i really really want to take a roadtrip or small vacation somewhere far from this place.ok maybe not extremely far but i am in need of getting away from here for a little bit,few days would be grand.dont get me wrong i have lots of people and places that i love here but its just to that point when i need to rid of it all and experience a new scenery for a while.santa cruz is sounding better and better as each day goes by.i really want to be on a beach sticking my toes into the cool sand,listen to the waves crash against the rocks and such,feel the cold water on my skin and the breeze.i want to smell the salty air.i want to watch the sun set.i want to hear the seagulls but dare do they shit on me!...i want to be able to breathe and not have to worry about anything..
i miss so many people.i miss the few friends i keep in contact still,years later in san jose.i want to see vickie and actually have time to be silly and have girl talks instead of jsut being able to see her for a few short minutes with a big crowd around us.i want to tell her in person how much she means to me and all the things she has done for me,how they have saved me and changed my life.saying it over the phone just isnt enough...i want to see my cousin rissa who i miss dearly and i wish i could come to georgia in july...work calls...
i want to sleep...i need to sleep..but the days wont allow me.busy busy busy.
i guess if no one reads mine anymore it will just be a way for me to get some thoughts down.
summer so far:has been pretty fun.ive been hanging out with my friends and boyfriend joel,yep we are still together!it'll be 3 months july 3rd.=) he makes me so happy <3.this time its a relationship,not relationSHIT.....oh yes the wonderful dane cook.makes me smile....although there have been times where i didnt know what to do and broke down..i dont want to go into detail..its not important anymore...that was then this is now...live in the now.right?
havent been up to too much lately.i really really want to take a roadtrip or small vacation somewhere far from this place.ok maybe not extremely far but i am in need of getting away from here for a little bit,few days would be grand.dont get me wrong i have lots of people and places that i love here but its just to that point when i need to rid of it all and experience a new scenery for a while.santa cruz is sounding better and better as each day goes by.i really want to be on a beach sticking my toes into the cool sand,listen to the waves crash against the rocks and such,feel the cold water on my skin and the breeze.i want to smell the salty air.i want to watch the sun set.i want to hear the seagulls but dare do they shit on me!...i want to be able to breathe and not have to worry about anything..
i miss so many people.i miss the few friends i keep in contact still,years later in san jose.i want to see vickie and actually have time to be silly and have girl talks instead of jsut being able to see her for a few short minutes with a big crowd around us.i want to tell her in person how much she means to me and all the things she has done for me,how they have saved me and changed my life.saying it over the phone just isnt enough...i want to see my cousin rissa who i miss dearly and i wish i could come to georgia in july...work calls...
i want to sleep...i need to sleep..but the days wont allow me.busy busy busy.