it's been way too long..
Its been way too long since I updated this thing...sorry about that. My job has completely taken over my life. ugh. fml. I guess I can't complain because I have a job and it's everything that I want in my life...I can't believe that on Friday I would have been at my job a full year!! that's hard to believe that it went that fast. Last year at this time I had no idea what a case manager did and now I am living a life of a case manager with 35 case loads. I had the best supervisor ever in Scott. I just wish he was still my supervisor...i miss him so much. He believed enough in me to give me this chance and opportunity. He's the one that wanted to hire me. He took the faith in hiring me..I will always be grateful to him. I just really want him as my supervisor again. I don't think that'll happen though. He's in Punxsy office and he's not coming back down because we had hired a new supervisor her name is Jen and I havent met her yet. She's my new supervisor. This is my third supervisor. I really hope she's nice and that I like her. I am after all one of the top dog in unit makers. (: (: I have been through alot in this past year with this job at the guidance center. In February still a newbie I had found a consumer dead in her house..that was pretty damn scary. The most horrible thing I have ever witnessed in my life. My best friend Josh got me through that. I still remember that day so clearly. It made me see life in a whole new perspective it's just un real that someone would actually take their own life like that. I have come to realize that it's not my fault that she's dead. I did my best to help her and I offered her my help and tried to get her to go to the support group for grievance support but she didnt want to. She just wanted to be reunited with her dead fiance. It was so hard for me to sleep for weeks after I found her dead. Josh really helped me alot..speaking of Josh my best friend of over ten years is currently missing in action. ): I never see him anymore and its because I have a boyfriend. I know it is. I didnt think I'd have to say goodbye to Josh all together. but I guess I had no choice cause having a boyfriend changes your life all together. It's a good thing having a boyfriend because I'm never bored but I tell ya what I'm not used to it. It's been forever since I had a boyfriend. I miss just going out with my guy friends aka Josh whenever I wanted to. Or going out with my friends without having a worry in the world.
So yes I have a boyfriend and no it's not Jeffery. He kinda led me and I'm pissed at him. He led me on for over a year and a half. I made the trip down to see him last March knowing that I liked him and he never made the effort to come and see me up here. It wasnt that far at all. So I was pissed off at him..made a new friend named Matt. yes Matt. haha. I don't know what it is about the name Matt but I'm drawn too. of course I am. It'll be five months in October. He makes me happy. He's so nice to me. He treats me like a princess. I'm happy. I'm really happy with him (: I'm so not used to be treated like a princess. I always fall for the bad guys obviously so I think I found a nice guy for once in my life. (:
I had a car accident in May 15th. I was leaving a consumer's house and just started to get on the road when a girl came driving the opposite direction and hit me head on and she just took off. The cop said that I was lucky to be alive cause if I was going any faster I'd be dead. My car was totalled. I lucked out with a concussion and a cervical neck sprain real bad. I was messed up for awhile. The first few nights was pure hell for me. they had me on pain pills and muscle relaxers and kept having nightmares...I had to miss five days of work too. I was bummed out cause my job means so much to me. The woman who hit me had no insurance and no license and she took off from a scene of an accident. So it looks like she'll be going to jail some time hopefully soon. Cause she deserves it. She don't need to be out here she can do the same exact same thing that she did to me.
Well. I'm exhausted and off to bed for this girl..write more later..
PEACE OUT <3
So yes I have a boyfriend and no it's not Jeffery. He kinda led me and I'm pissed at him. He led me on for over a year and a half. I made the trip down to see him last March knowing that I liked him and he never made the effort to come and see me up here. It wasnt that far at all. So I was pissed off at him..made a new friend named Matt. yes Matt. haha. I don't know what it is about the name Matt but I'm drawn too. of course I am. It'll be five months in October. He makes me happy. He's so nice to me. He treats me like a princess. I'm happy. I'm really happy with him (: I'm so not used to be treated like a princess. I always fall for the bad guys obviously so I think I found a nice guy for once in my life. (:
I had a car accident in May 15th. I was leaving a consumer's house and just started to get on the road when a girl came driving the opposite direction and hit me head on and she just took off. The cop said that I was lucky to be alive cause if I was going any faster I'd be dead. My car was totalled. I lucked out with a concussion and a cervical neck sprain real bad. I was messed up for awhile. The first few nights was pure hell for me. they had me on pain pills and muscle relaxers and kept having nightmares...I had to miss five days of work too. I was bummed out cause my job means so much to me. The woman who hit me had no insurance and no license and she took off from a scene of an accident. So it looks like she'll be going to jail some time hopefully soon. Cause she deserves it. She don't need to be out here she can do the same exact same thing that she did to me.
Well. I'm exhausted and off to bed for this girl..write more later..
PEACE OUT <3