Feb 20, 2006 21:11
im writing this as i watch the first season of america's next top model and talking to dayna. i miss her SO MUCH. it's nice to know that there is someone else in the world who shares the exact same dreams that you do. and there are so many things happening right now that have put dayna and i in positions that could potentially get us where we need to go. it's just sooooo hard. its hard to think that your life as a kid is over. its hard to think that you wont be spending summers with the people you love anymore. its hard to think that you are putting everything you've ever wanted on the line, with the possibiliy of it all EXPLODING in your face. why does growing up have to be so hard?! and why isnt my best friend in america to make it all better?!?!? (just kidding day haha i am so happy you love it over in merray owd engwand)
well in other news, this weekend was so fun. saw date movie with sean, then went to his cousin's christening yesterday. got a little tipsy, saw someone whom i thought had fallen off the face of the earth; we ended up avoiding each other which i feel kinda bad about but what are you gonna do. all in all it really was a good time.
this week is gonna be torture. i can't wait until thursday night :) then friday i am going to bucknell with some hottie boys and girls...can't wait! (we willmiss u more than life, day!)
im excited for tomorrow-gina and i go on a date every tuesday and its always super fun---dane cook and barbara reed, does life get any better?!?! i think NOT!
ok it's def. time to finally start doing something productive. which will probably be taking a shower. ha. such is life.
<3 krissy
ps-download the last five years soundtrack. SOOO UNBELIEVABLE. i've been singing it all week and probably annoying everyone haha. but seriously, do yourself a favor and download it. you will thank me, i swear!