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For pretty much all of September I've been in a bad mood. And not for any particular reason -- nothing has changed since August. My life is good, I still have a job, an apartment, plenty of friends, things to do, etc. I'm going to blame it on astrology. Apparently Chiron is squaring Saturn for me, which means:
You may experience difficulties in certain social, personal, or professional situations during this period. You might stir up trouble or create conflicts in your work environment, community, or personal relationships by refusing to play by the rules. You may feel uncomfortable, bored, and a little rebellious with anything too traditional and structured during this time. An inability to harmonize your intentions, viewpoint, beliefs, and attitudes with others can upset your career or personal goals and ambitions. People in authority - bosses, executives, or parental figures - may demonstrate prudish, overly conservative, or disrespectful behavior towards you. Others may judge your personal or work habits and be fault-finding or make critical remarks which hurt your feelings. You may be told to "clean up your act" or to adopt a more responsible and serious attitude toward your duties and obligations. Problems with a parental or father figure might have you dealing with old, painful issues which resurface now. If you want to keep a certain amount of security and stability in your life, you may have to discipline yourself to handle pressures, demands, or responsibilities and situations which you find unpleasant.
I'll tell you one thing, the bit about feeling uncomfortable, bored and rebellious is true. So is the inability to harmonize. Saturn, quit squaring Chiron! I want to go back to feeling happy-go-lucky!
EDIT, and apparently mercury is in retrograde, which would explain why my brain feels muddled and I can't put together a sentence.
You may experience difficulties in certain social, personal, or professional situations during this period. You might stir up trouble or create conflicts in your work environment, community, or personal relationships by refusing to play by the rules. You may feel uncomfortable, bored, and a little rebellious with anything too traditional and structured during this time. An inability to harmonize your intentions, viewpoint, beliefs, and attitudes with others can upset your career or personal goals and ambitions. People in authority - bosses, executives, or parental figures - may demonstrate prudish, overly conservative, or disrespectful behavior towards you. Others may judge your personal or work habits and be fault-finding or make critical remarks which hurt your feelings. You may be told to "clean up your act" or to adopt a more responsible and serious attitude toward your duties and obligations. Problems with a parental or father figure might have you dealing with old, painful issues which resurface now. If you want to keep a certain amount of security and stability in your life, you may have to discipline yourself to handle pressures, demands, or responsibilities and situations which you find unpleasant.
I'll tell you one thing, the bit about feeling uncomfortable, bored and rebellious is true. So is the inability to harmonize. Saturn, quit squaring Chiron! I want to go back to feeling happy-go-lucky!
EDIT, and apparently mercury is in retrograde, which would explain why my brain feels muddled and I can't put together a sentence.