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[krshdummie]

im scared.
im falling.
im running into walls.
im running with no where to go.
my heart lies open.
it feels like its getting picked apart.
i feel like crying.
but i do enough of that.
at least today i have.
and there could be more.
because of him.
because hes gone.
because hes here.
because my heart is in different places.
my heart is attatched to strings.
each string connected to a different part of me.
each part moves.
pulling my heart in a different direction.
not knowing where it is going.
my heart it scared.
or scarred.
or maybe im scarred.
or scared.
i dont know.
do you know?
do you know how it feels?
i hope you dont.