Feb 27, 2005 00:09
another fucked and fucked up weekend. de ja vu only worse. same shit happening, while everything around me is changing....
everything means nothing and that nothing is everything.
i cant explain these feelings i feel as well as i dont know how to react to these feelings
everything is weird and not right and its relly starting to get to me. what has happened, who have i become and whats gonna happen next im gonan end up in the gutter like i usally do it seems like everytime i begin to get somewhere its all wiped away and i have to start over. its not the same and nothing ever will
so will tomorrow be any different or will it be the exact samew thing on a different day
fuck it all it aint worth a shit