Trust in Me
I don’t know if I’ve ever shared this with anybody, but I was a mess for a while after my humanity resurfaced. I wasn’t mentally unstable or anything. I simply found myself having a hard time dealing with the lack of trust I received from people when they first came into contact with me. During this period, I’d feel the need to go out of my way to try and overcome their lack of trust. It was the only way I could deal with my difficulties at the time. It got to be pretty insane, because too much time was wasted to try to earn the trust of complete strangers; in many ways, I think I might have made a fool out of myself.