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Well Good afternoon all!! I am so excited to start classes, I plan on taking summer classes too, that way I can get my degree ASAP! Oh I just want to go to Charleston NOW, its so nice there, 70 degrees today and 60's the rest of the week. How nice. Well its to for the gym, talk to ya'all later.
this is it, no more games. i'm done with you for good. i'm done waiting for you, cos waiting for you is just useless and disapointing. i'm done wishing you'd realise whats infront of you, for you to change. you're never going to change. i'm fed up of your broken words and your half-hearted promises. you had your chance and you blew it.
you know, i actually feel sorry for you, that you have to fuck all these girls and guys who mean nothing to you. you have a different one every weekend, who's it going to be this weekend? is she/he going to be blonde, brunette, stong, skinny? i hope you enjoy it. i hope she/he a good fuck. i hope she/he really hits the spot. it's ironic, you can get so intimately close to girls/boys you meet randomly, you are scared to be close to one emotionally. when you look at a girl/guy with brown eyes will you think of me? and how you told me they were the only brown eyes you ever wanted to look into?
i hope one day you allow yourself to get close to someone. i hope you feel real love. and you'll wonder why you ran away from it for so long. maybe you'll even wonder why you ran away from me; the first girl who saw past your designer clothes, your expensive cars, your money and your good looks. the first girl who liked you for you, not your materialistic offers. i say liked, i still do. i always have and i always will. but i can't let you have your power over me anymore, it's time for me to let go of you and everything you meant to me. it's time for me to find someone who will love me the way you always promised to.
you tell me i'm scared of you, of getting close to you. but we both know, the only scared one is you. you proved that when you ran away from the one girl who really did love you.
love,
Me
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Or maybe it was all those damn cars you have, your money clouded your judgment.
Maybe it's the Herp that you've contracted from sleeping around so much.
YOU ASSHOLE!
GOSH!
now I can see why dorothy is trying to get over you so hard.
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