ash... again!
ash unblocked me on msn... she wants to talk.
so we talked tonight... well, more like i got blasted, and she avoided my questions...
im starting to realise just how self centred this girl is. my train of thought over the last few weeks has been 'maybe we can still be friends' after tonight it has quickly changed to 'do i want to be friends with this girl?'
i fell in love with a dream and a body. her smile and her laugh. her playful immaturity and manner... i was stupid. i should have realised that with an immature demeanor comes an immature sense of reckoning.
i apologised for the things i have done wrong, and yes, there's plenty of that. i could have done things much, much, much better... but i've apologised for it. thats all i want in return.
the plot thickens... tune in soon for round 2 i guess...
so we talked tonight... well, more like i got blasted, and she avoided my questions...
im starting to realise just how self centred this girl is. my train of thought over the last few weeks has been 'maybe we can still be friends' after tonight it has quickly changed to 'do i want to be friends with this girl?'
i fell in love with a dream and a body. her smile and her laugh. her playful immaturity and manner... i was stupid. i should have realised that with an immature demeanor comes an immature sense of reckoning.
i apologised for the things i have done wrong, and yes, there's plenty of that. i could have done things much, much, much better... but i've apologised for it. thats all i want in return.
the plot thickens... tune in soon for round 2 i guess...