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i checked my phone yesterday.
1 missed call, 1 new message.
both from ash.
i was elated. i couldnt believe she wanted to talk to me while she was on holiday with bob.
my heart leapt into my throat as i read the message:
"the con not number you supplied my dad is wrong. he urgently needs it. can u please let me know as soon as you get this message please? its extremely urgent!"
great.
its amazing how one little glimmer of light in the dark can turn so quickly into the 9:15 expressway barreling towards you.
so i called her.
bitter sweet conversation followed, and she chastized me for my decisions. she doesnt want me to excommunicate from my friends, but meanwhile i think she couldnt care less as she lies in the darwin sun getting a tan and being spoiled by her new interest.
so i continue my silence. she comes home today. if she calls i will answer... but should i call her?
is this excommunication childish, rash, immature behaviour? should i kick my own arse for thinking life is over because of a girl?
grrr... i think i'm going to hang myself with the celebant rope and join the priesthood...
1 missed call, 1 new message.
both from ash.
i was elated. i couldnt believe she wanted to talk to me while she was on holiday with bob.
my heart leapt into my throat as i read the message:
"the con not number you supplied my dad is wrong. he urgently needs it. can u please let me know as soon as you get this message please? its extremely urgent!"
great.
its amazing how one little glimmer of light in the dark can turn so quickly into the 9:15 expressway barreling towards you.
so i called her.
bitter sweet conversation followed, and she chastized me for my decisions. she doesnt want me to excommunicate from my friends, but meanwhile i think she couldnt care less as she lies in the darwin sun getting a tan and being spoiled by her new interest.
so i continue my silence. she comes home today. if she calls i will answer... but should i call her?
is this excommunication childish, rash, immature behaviour? should i kick my own arse for thinking life is over because of a girl?
grrr... i think i'm going to hang myself with the celebant rope and join the priesthood...