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today was quiet, which was good and bad... whilst work was cruisy, when i got bored i really felt the need for a cigarette.
the sideaffects of quitting are becoming more and more obvious, and frequent. i had to use a tray to collect coffee cups and plates because my hands were shaking and i couldnt keep balance, and i was very pale, and got quite clammy.
but im surviving. i walked past a group of smolkers, and found that i had the strength to keep walking instead of try to bludge one off of them.
day two - confident
the sideaffects of quitting are becoming more and more obvious, and frequent. i had to use a tray to collect coffee cups and plates because my hands were shaking and i couldnt keep balance, and i was very pale, and got quite clammy.
but im surviving. i walked past a group of smolkers, and found that i had the strength to keep walking instead of try to bludge one off of them.
day two - confident