Your just somebody I used to know.
Wow...hey kiddos.
You know....I really hate the way my life goes around and around.
Alright...well I have come to realize that the people I sit with, talk with....are just aquantances...not friends.
For instance...party today...yes i was invited..whoo hoo.
But thats not the point...point is...I'm really starting to see how an alcholic beverage affects someones thinking pattern.
Obviously your still not getting it...well, at this so called "party" my friends...correction: Aquantances...are like raging weasels over a dead carcass for beer...i mean wtf?...how hard is it to not "drink"...not very.
Really...I mean...these people arent my friends...they are simply just people who talk to me when I'm the only one around or we're doing school related functions. I mean they wont just come up to me and talk to "Jonathan"...its how I feel everyday.
And at the party, I surveyed the scene before I left unannounced...I turned and realized, I dont fit in with these people. At all. Period.
I want to find people that are deeper than a beer bottle..and sadly i havent found any.
So yeah, that was my eventful night.
But on the brighter side of things, I ran my triatholon today.
300yd Swim/14 mile bike/3 mile run
I got second overall, in my age division.
So yeah. That was it...and basically this journal was all of my emotions and stuff that i felt tonight.
God Bless.
Jonathan
You know....I really hate the way my life goes around and around.
Alright...well I have come to realize that the people I sit with, talk with....are just aquantances...not friends.
For instance...party today...yes i was invited..whoo hoo.
But thats not the point...point is...I'm really starting to see how an alcholic beverage affects someones thinking pattern.
Obviously your still not getting it...well, at this so called "party" my friends...correction: Aquantances...are like raging weasels over a dead carcass for beer...i mean wtf?...how hard is it to not "drink"...not very.
Really...I mean...these people arent my friends...they are simply just people who talk to me when I'm the only one around or we're doing school related functions. I mean they wont just come up to me and talk to "Jonathan"...its how I feel everyday.
And at the party, I surveyed the scene before I left unannounced...I turned and realized, I dont fit in with these people. At all. Period.
I want to find people that are deeper than a beer bottle..and sadly i havent found any.
So yeah, that was my eventful night.
But on the brighter side of things, I ran my triatholon today.
300yd Swim/14 mile bike/3 mile run
I got second overall, in my age division.
So yeah. That was it...and basically this journal was all of my emotions and stuff that i felt tonight.
God Bless.
Jonathan