Jan 01, 2007 14:06
Hm, what to say...I can't wait until the semester starts, and I'm really excited about taking 3 classes and working more. I think I'm going to see a career counselor for getting a job this summer doing SOMETHING that pertains to my major. It shouldn't be that difficult, especially considering where I live. Anyway...
Last night I went to dinner with Benny, Andy, and Ryan to Aut Bar. I actually had a whole mushroom without flinching, it was really good! We went back to Andy's house to have some wine and play Cranium. I lenrd i cn't drw wkrth crp. It's alright, as long as it wasn't chess...ugh, chess...
Need to check my schedule. Oh goody.
Christmas season made me realize a lot of things. I realized the traits, good and bad, about me that I never saw before, and some that I said that I would never show. I don't know why they surface, but I'm glad they did. Now I can work on them. I need to before I seriously regret it.
It also reminded me of other people's unfortunate decisions and cowardice. I don't understand people sometimes, especially when they work behind others. Seriously, dear you, I was going to apologize over break, because it's silly, all of this, but i realized why i was mad, irritated, and done in the first place: your vindictiveness hidden behind your little proxy warriors. Stick and drown. seriously. i can't believe you would sink so low. I am no saint, but you make forgiveness impossible, and you really know how to network your bitter, jealous, overbearing heart. If you had something to say, my number was in your phone, and I'm sure it STILL is. Thank you for reminding me why I made my decision.
God, so much unwanted drama. I wish you'd stop making it. This IS growing up. so, as Nike would say, Just Do It.
Why do all good things come to an end?
"So afraid of what people might say, but that OK, 'cuz you're only human."