you keep me sane..
And you were standing
On the hood of the car
Singing out loud
When the sun came up.
And you move like water
I could drown in you.
And I fell so deep once,
Till you pulled me through
You would tell me
"No one is allowed to be so proud
They never reach out
When they're giving up."
the last few days have been pretty crazy.
cleaning, working, my graduation party...
all in all everything turned out wonderfully.
thank you to everyone who came to my party. it really meant a lot to me.
my family worked so hard and everything was so wonderful.
i love you mom, dad, and ang.
miss you kiwi.
sidenote: my sister did such a nice job with my pictures. love her..
thanks mom for the gift.
i know it's hard, but i love you.
i received some wonderful gifts from some very special people. thank you.
mark, thanks for the picture. i'm going to miss you so much next year. behave yourself and look after your brother.
bonnie, bruce, eric and caitlyn came down from upnorth. how special. i was so happy to see all them.
i miss upnorth so much. bonnie wants me to babysit the kids when she can't be up there this summer. it'll be nice to stay up there longer and be on the lake. mmmm i wish i was there now.
i honestly didn't think i was going to make it out of my house buuuuuuttt...amanda and steph dragged my ass out to join charlie, robbie, jay and them at palace vision. shittiest game ever, but i had fun.. weird how you run into people.. anyways.. robbie entertained me the entire night... and to amanda and steph: "you whores".. love you!
work today.. work wednesday.. work thursday... really... it's not terrible..
ran a bunch of errands today
dropped by the bank.... woooo look at that phat account now..
i've already been warned not to spend it on frivilous items.. my mother knows me all too well... so what do you think i did? yea... that's right.. i headed to target and khols.. bought a few items.. one of which consisted of a gold purse. amanda was proud. matches that crazy bakini of mine. owow!
went to jess's for lunch/ dinner. chatted with her and her mom and played with allie. what a sweetheart. i'm so happy she's going to state next year. it's going to be insane. we planned our entire route from her dorm to mine. it's going to be here sooner than i think.. i don't think i'm ready..
i'm sorry about last night.. but i hope things were better today.. thanks for getting icecream with me and driving around with me.. thanks for the long talks.. i apologize.. i'm trying to have your best interest in mind.. even if you don't believe me. things will sort themselves out. thanks for always being there.. ps. thanks for the CD too..
thoroughly exhausted but amanda texted me so i stopped by and saw robbie, charlie and her at charlie's. jimmy and annie were out by the fire too. it was a nice night. the norm. charlie and robbie try to burn everything they can find. amanda and i were thoroughly amused. all in all it was a good night. i never know what's going to happen next. things are always a surprise.
don't have to work tomorrow.. woohoo! sleep in.. finally..
i hope it storms.. i could use that around now..
there are always things on my mind.. i wish it were easier.. but it's not..
i'm finding myself letting go and moving on.. it's time.. it's been long enough..
"you can't lose my love, because it's not a love i need to feel-- it is a love that i have chosen." xoxo
When we were standing
On the hood of your car
Singing out loud when the sun came up.
And I know I wasn't right,
But it felt so good.
And your mother didn't mind,
Like I thought she would.
And that REM song was playing
In my mind.
And three and a half minutes,
Three and a half minutes,
Felt like a lifetime.
On the hood of the car
Singing out loud
When the sun came up.
And you move like water
I could drown in you.
And I fell so deep once,
Till you pulled me through
You would tell me
"No one is allowed to be so proud
They never reach out
When they're giving up."
the last few days have been pretty crazy.
cleaning, working, my graduation party...
all in all everything turned out wonderfully.
thank you to everyone who came to my party. it really meant a lot to me.
my family worked so hard and everything was so wonderful.
i love you mom, dad, and ang.
miss you kiwi.
sidenote: my sister did such a nice job with my pictures. love her..
thanks mom for the gift.
i know it's hard, but i love you.
i received some wonderful gifts from some very special people. thank you.
mark, thanks for the picture. i'm going to miss you so much next year. behave yourself and look after your brother.
bonnie, bruce, eric and caitlyn came down from upnorth. how special. i was so happy to see all them.
i miss upnorth so much. bonnie wants me to babysit the kids when she can't be up there this summer. it'll be nice to stay up there longer and be on the lake. mmmm i wish i was there now.
i honestly didn't think i was going to make it out of my house buuuuuuttt...amanda and steph dragged my ass out to join charlie, robbie, jay and them at palace vision. shittiest game ever, but i had fun.. weird how you run into people.. anyways.. robbie entertained me the entire night... and to amanda and steph: "you whores".. love you!
work today.. work wednesday.. work thursday... really... it's not terrible..
ran a bunch of errands today
dropped by the bank.... woooo look at that phat account now..
i've already been warned not to spend it on frivilous items.. my mother knows me all too well... so what do you think i did? yea... that's right.. i headed to target and khols.. bought a few items.. one of which consisted of a gold purse. amanda was proud. matches that crazy bakini of mine. owow!
went to jess's for lunch/ dinner. chatted with her and her mom and played with allie. what a sweetheart. i'm so happy she's going to state next year. it's going to be insane. we planned our entire route from her dorm to mine. it's going to be here sooner than i think.. i don't think i'm ready..
i'm sorry about last night.. but i hope things were better today.. thanks for getting icecream with me and driving around with me.. thanks for the long talks.. i apologize.. i'm trying to have your best interest in mind.. even if you don't believe me. things will sort themselves out. thanks for always being there.. ps. thanks for the CD too..
thoroughly exhausted but amanda texted me so i stopped by and saw robbie, charlie and her at charlie's. jimmy and annie were out by the fire too. it was a nice night. the norm. charlie and robbie try to burn everything they can find. amanda and i were thoroughly amused. all in all it was a good night. i never know what's going to happen next. things are always a surprise.
don't have to work tomorrow.. woohoo! sleep in.. finally..
i hope it storms.. i could use that around now..
there are always things on my mind.. i wish it were easier.. but it's not..
i'm finding myself letting go and moving on.. it's time.. it's been long enough..
"you can't lose my love, because it's not a love i need to feel-- it is a love that i have chosen." xoxo
When we were standing
On the hood of your car
Singing out loud when the sun came up.
And I know I wasn't right,
But it felt so good.
And your mother didn't mind,
Like I thought she would.
And that REM song was playing
In my mind.
And three and a half minutes,
Three and a half minutes,
Felt like a lifetime.