Jun 03, 2005 13:42
We've been together for awhile now
We're growin stronger every day now
It feels so good and there is no doubt
I will stay with you
As each morning brings the sunrise
And the flowers bloom in springtime
On my lovin', you can rely
And I'll will stay with you
every day gets a little better.
i suppose.
fighting to get back on track.
life's tough sometimes.
i needed you.
you weren't there.
but i don't blame you.
work hasn't been terrible, which is a bonus.
it's nice to work in the mornings and i actually get my butt out of bed.
it's nice to escape for 5 hours and read a magazine.
moss was impressed with everything i learned. haha not really. evidently there's more fat in a reduced-fat blueberry muffin from dunkin donuts than there is in a mcdonald's egg mcmuffin. go figure. believe it.
thanks to everyone for driving me just about everywhere... lauren t, sarah, moss, john, katie.. nick.. it's a long list. thank you for just being there. every time. it never fails. xoxo.
last night was our last game at bishop foley high. sentimental. i've had some amazing memories on that field. with my team. with moss. i'll carry them in my heart forever. although we all felt bad, it was nice to mercy madison. 11-0. we left that field with pride. i love how soccer takes away all my hurt, all my worries. when i'm on that field, nothing else matters. it amazes me. thanks john for coming to the game. it meant a lot.
moss took me home then came and picked me up and we went to national to eat. brad was there and we chatted for awhile. then she took me over to troy's house because john was there with ross and rambeau. we watched the rest of the pistons game and they played video games... then we played some euchre... then john and i left...
the more time i spend with you... the closer i become... you really take my mind away from things.. thank you
and we drove..
surprise!
we went to a park in beverly hills and walked in the dark..
i danced in the sand and on the tennis courts..
you held me close and it felt right.
we can talk for hours... argue.. and laugh...
i'll tell you when i'm overwhelmed... you'll tell me when you're frustrated... i'll tell you when i'm irritated and you'll tell me when i'm being stubborn..
i've come into this summer thinking that college is closer than i think. just a couple months away and i'll be gone. i want to think differently now. sure college is close, but i'm here now. right now.. in the present. and if i don't embrace that, than it will just pass me by. tomorrow is just another day.. but eventually we'll run out of those tomorrows. say what you need to say today.
i wish my heart wasn't so heavy.
i wish i was 5 again.
i would dance.. i'm sure of it... xoxo.
I pray for better days to come
I pray that I would see the sun
Cuz life is so burdensome
When everyday's a rainy one
You know and I know
Friends come and friends go
Storms rise and winds blow
But one thing I know for sure
When it's cold outside
There's no need to worry cause
I'm so warm inside
You give me peace
When the storm's outside
Cuz we're in love I know
It'll be alright
Alright it's alright