Inside My Head
So I'm finally in a mood to feel like updating my journal. Took a trip to Houston to get me to snap out of it. Visited Erin and Robin. Went to some small mexican restaurant w/ 99 cent margaritas, did a lot of small shopping, went bowling, played on the swings at a playground until we were bombarded by children. i also visited erin's vet clinic to compare mine. the drive both ways gave me a lot of time as well to think and sort things out. i'm mostly worried about my future since i will only have one semester left to go. and i think i'm gonna find something i'm going to hate, not want to do. the only thing i like is music and animals. and i really don't plan on venturing into the music industry world b/c i don't want to. i don't think i'm prepared for all of that. so ashley and i had wanted to start a doggy day care/resort. and i said no, but she still wants to do it so i'm wanting to do it as well. but i have all my stupid projects and last 4 tests in the next month. i'd like to start looking into it, but i guess that is what i will do this summer. it's about the only thing i feel that's what i want to do. so we shall see. apparently my parents have no faith in me eventhough they have paid for an education that should allow me to do this. so i must ignore them like i usually do. i just want to do something where i feel like i'm getting somewhere, doing something w/ my life that i want to do and enjoy. i just feel stuck right now.