Vent
So my husband told me yesterday that its time for me to do something about my weight since it stresses me out so badly. I told him I do what I can when I'm at home with our daughter and he basically told me its not good enough. So I'm going to manipulate that comment to give myself permission to not hold back and to do it my way. I hate when he's got to put in his two cents because then I spiral into a depressed state and can't sleep at night. So today all I've had I've had is coffee and certs mints. I'm back down to 214 (gross I know) but its the lowest I've been since having my daughter. She's napping now so I'm about to do some calisthenics until my muscles tremble and then do some more. I hate being this big. I'm almost double my lowest weight as an adult. Fat fat fat piggy!!!!