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[krlbk]

Nicole,
You are being pulled in two directions now, and it may be very difficult to choose which way you most want to go. Common sense and opportunity pulls you one way. Your need for excitement and independence pulls you the other way. There seems to be too much riding on this one decision. Lighten up. Either way will work out fine.

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[myboycopper]

"Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end."

I have been your forever friend...forever. Please don't push me away now. It hurts to think that you don't have time for me anymore. Make time. I leave soon...

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[krlbk]

That made me sad to read. I know I haven't been the greatest person lately, with everything going on I need people in my life and I shouldn't push anyone away. I guess a lot had to do with after you went up to school, it seemed you were so happy with them and everything. I felt like I was just the kid back at home, and you were happier with your new friends. Believe me there have been times lately where I needed you, but didn't think you'd want to hear about all my problems, things are progressing and it's hard. ;0( I know I shouldn't think this way, but sometimes I think that's all I do around you is spill everything thats wrong in my life and not share whats happy in your life. Maybe i'm just really fucked up in the head I don't know.
I will make time, I've tried to tell my boss to cut down what's I'm doing, but that worked for a week or two, and this week I'm slammed once again. It sucks. I will call you and we will get together, that I promise you.