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ever just want to get away? my family is going insane over this whole Mike thing. we haven't even started calling each other boyfriend girlfriend. my mother is the worst, she's all "can i come over too?" all she wants to do is watch and eventually chase Mike off. i swear, if she chases him off i will show her some rebellion. she sat there and told me last weekend that i was being defiant and rebellious. rebellious my butt, all i said was that he was in my class. now i have all of my brothers just "popping" in to see me. it's like they think they are going to catch us doing something. which makes me think that they think i am some kind of whore. kevin is all " i will be back and may even look in the window" he sits there and makes fun of Mike and stuff. i just wish that they would just cool it for once. this is the whole reason that i did not tell them, they make too big of a deal. i have half the mind of taking off for a while and giving them a scare or something, but again, i am too damn goody goody to that.
it also seems that my mom thinks that this is some kind of game. she acts like she enjoys pissing me off and screwing up my plans. she is basically following me around and spying on me. my brothers are going to get a serious talking to tomorrow, they really need to go fuck off and get a life or something. its not like i am some stupid horny bimbo that will do anything. they act as if i don't have any common sense. i think mom put it in everyone's head that i am doing some pretty odd shit or something. all mike and i do is hold hands or "cuddle". we don't touch each other in any sexual places, damn, we don't even use tongue when we kiss. they are all worried about nothing really, mike and i are just mike and i. we are not girlfriend/boyfriend. we are not sex buddies, we are just two people who happen to be attracted to each other and hang out when we get the chance. i mean if we were to take this seriously or something, maybe mom and the rest of this crazy ass family might have to wonder "i wonder what they are doing". one day very soon i am going to blow up on this nosy ass family and give every last one of them a piece of my mind and let them all know what i really think of them. i am about to go nuts with the way everything is. ( i know i am rambling, so what, if you don't like it go blow).i need to find a safe place to tell them how i feel. it is not just because of the fact that i met someone that i feel this way, they have always been real nosy and dictator like. it is just finally bothering me enough to say something. i really need some help with keeping my cool about this, they are my family, but this is my life and i do need some privacy. or i am going to explode!
it also seems that my mom thinks that this is some kind of game. she acts like she enjoys pissing me off and screwing up my plans. she is basically following me around and spying on me. my brothers are going to get a serious talking to tomorrow, they really need to go fuck off and get a life or something. its not like i am some stupid horny bimbo that will do anything. they act as if i don't have any common sense. i think mom put it in everyone's head that i am doing some pretty odd shit or something. all mike and i do is hold hands or "cuddle". we don't touch each other in any sexual places, damn, we don't even use tongue when we kiss. they are all worried about nothing really, mike and i are just mike and i. we are not girlfriend/boyfriend. we are not sex buddies, we are just two people who happen to be attracted to each other and hang out when we get the chance. i mean if we were to take this seriously or something, maybe mom and the rest of this crazy ass family might have to wonder "i wonder what they are doing". one day very soon i am going to blow up on this nosy ass family and give every last one of them a piece of my mind and let them all know what i really think of them. i am about to go nuts with the way everything is. ( i know i am rambling, so what, if you don't like it go blow).i need to find a safe place to tell them how i feel. it is not just because of the fact that i met someone that i feel this way, they have always been real nosy and dictator like. it is just finally bothering me enough to say something. i really need some help with keeping my cool about this, they are my family, but this is my life and i do need some privacy. or i am going to explode!