Dreaming ...
I woke up this morning in tears. I had another one of those dreams where everyone in my life gets killed. I can't remeber all the details and the ones I do I wish I couldn't. This one happened mostly in my apartment building. There where people from rocky in it, and even some people I don't even know.
I remeber the first dream I had that was like this. I was still living with Amber and i woke up still crying and I walked out to the lounge just make sure she was there. But this time I had no one to check with. My eyes are still real sore from crying so much. I hate how real they feel, and how I wake up as if i'm still dreaming and there is no one special left in my life.
I know I have normal dreams but I can never rememeber them when I wake up. I guess cause these one's impact me so much more I manage to remember some details. I know how people like to read into their dreams, they will try to figure out what it was all meant to mean. I don't want to read into this one, it hurts too much. The last dream I passed off as home sickness, but this dream had a mix of rocky and melb people.
Oh well I dont want to sit here thinking about it anymore. I just had to write it down in here.
Take care all
xoxo
I remeber the first dream I had that was like this. I was still living with Amber and i woke up still crying and I walked out to the lounge just make sure she was there. But this time I had no one to check with. My eyes are still real sore from crying so much. I hate how real they feel, and how I wake up as if i'm still dreaming and there is no one special left in my life.
I know I have normal dreams but I can never rememeber them when I wake up. I guess cause these one's impact me so much more I manage to remember some details. I know how people like to read into their dreams, they will try to figure out what it was all meant to mean. I don't want to read into this one, it hurts too much. The last dream I passed off as home sickness, but this dream had a mix of rocky and melb people.
Oh well I dont want to sit here thinking about it anymore. I just had to write it down in here.
Take care all
xoxo