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so, yeah...
I realized that all of my closest friends and i have something in common (go figure)
there seem to be common themes of:
unique individuality - as in they aren't like anyone else... "special" people...
childish demeanor - as in they are so playful and love to be happy
exclusive recluses - they are nice and friendly and all, but you guys def. like to keep to yourselves, and stick together (birds of a feather...)
but most importanly:
struggle - we all have our own personal struggles, whether it be with depression, suicide, body image, dustin's mother, ulcers, money, boys, girls (or multiple girls that only want to hook up), fucked up fathers, feelings of apathy and numbness, religion, and nostalgic longing for the past and refusal to move on to accept responsibilities of the future...
but then i realized that everyone else in the world is exactly like them, although their attributes seem so... unique.
But then again, that shared unique individuality leads to such universal traits...
so ultimately, i should just be friends with everyone!
actually i did all that to waste your time... HAHA, cause its all blatanly obvious in your lives.
but the difference is that most people fail to realize things like this- that they have been struggling...
nor do they recognize their faults nor do they see what they want from life.
then again no one knows.
learning about ourselves is a lifelong journey.
this was me sayin we can think we are so different from each other, that our problems are so unique, that our struggles are so bad, that our lives suck, that our thoughts are so paramount...
when everyone else goes through the same shit... your shit is the same shit as mine.
it still stinks.
but we have to rough it out till the end...
together.
I realized that all of my closest friends and i have something in common (go figure)
there seem to be common themes of:
unique individuality - as in they aren't like anyone else... "special" people...
childish demeanor - as in they are so playful and love to be happy
exclusive recluses - they are nice and friendly and all, but you guys def. like to keep to yourselves, and stick together (birds of a feather...)
but most importanly:
struggle - we all have our own personal struggles, whether it be with depression, suicide, body image, dustin's mother, ulcers, money, boys, girls (or multiple girls that only want to hook up), fucked up fathers, feelings of apathy and numbness, religion, and nostalgic longing for the past and refusal to move on to accept responsibilities of the future...
but then i realized that everyone else in the world is exactly like them, although their attributes seem so... unique.
But then again, that shared unique individuality leads to such universal traits...
so ultimately, i should just be friends with everyone!
actually i did all that to waste your time... HAHA, cause its all blatanly obvious in your lives.
but the difference is that most people fail to realize things like this- that they have been struggling...
nor do they recognize their faults nor do they see what they want from life.
then again no one knows.
learning about ourselves is a lifelong journey.
this was me sayin we can think we are so different from each other, that our problems are so unique, that our struggles are so bad, that our lives suck, that our thoughts are so paramount...
when everyone else goes through the same shit... your shit is the same shit as mine.
it still stinks.
but we have to rough it out till the end...
together.