more incentive

Jun 15, 2003 23:49

more incentive to do what? Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa? Falling off the cliff? I had some a lot of junk food today. I was trapped/ trapped myself at my mom's house today. Where bad food is easy to come by, and the other is not!!! Krysty's kittie is so cute. I got some 5-HTP. sigh. serotonin, is that spelled right? THe bane of my existence. i feel FAT today. I am all rotund.
When I have a mate, will I be more fulfilled b/c I know that someone can love me even though I am fat? Or will it be a lost cause? What is the obsession w/ having a boyfriend? For those that can have boyfriends, it is not such an obsession maybe but a reality. This is a problem that is going to stop. It is not very zen of me. But I want sex! i think everyone does!!! What to do about that!

hours later--- Iming and shopping.
Veggieburger. w/ hot sauce.
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