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I am in a dark mood right now. The song I keep thinking of is Nine Inch Nails, hurt. You can have it all, my empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt. and also, what have I become, my sweetest friend, everyone I know goes away in the end. These feelings are not really a reflection of the past few days boy events, they are extreme projections of "down."
anyway i want to go jogging but feel hopeless b/c my CD player is broken. on a positive note, Katie helped me mow the lawn today. Very good. But then I wentback to sleep and I guess she came over and now I can't get a hold of her to cook. geez. and I am having acid reflux right now. Also I haven't really run since Wed- it is sunday. There have been other activities like rollerblading, walking and cleaning out the garage, and yardwork, but in a way these things don't count to me.
It was a nice day out today but when I went to lay outside it got cloudy. Isn't that always the way. Anyway so I feel like shit.
the end.
anyway i want to go jogging but feel hopeless b/c my CD player is broken. on a positive note, Katie helped me mow the lawn today. Very good. But then I wentback to sleep and I guess she came over and now I can't get a hold of her to cook. geez. and I am having acid reflux right now. Also I haven't really run since Wed- it is sunday. There have been other activities like rollerblading, walking and cleaning out the garage, and yardwork, but in a way these things don't count to me.
It was a nice day out today but when I went to lay outside it got cloudy. Isn't that always the way. Anyway so I feel like shit.
the end.