you're heart is always on the line
last night was quite good
except when staci ditched me and i almost had to walk home by myself
but anyways it was a party at louis' and paul was there! neat, last person i would've expected to be there...
anyways... so me and paul drank a lot of steve's alcohol and got real drunk... then we did that 70's show thing where me, paul, kirsten, staci, and cassie all sat in the basement in a circle and got veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery.....
talkative...
i don't really remember much of that... it was hard to tell...
"remember the time when you guys went out" steve
"YES, i went out with a yank" me
"I'M NOT AN AMERICAN" paul
okay so maybe that was a LOT funnier when i was under the influence...
when me and paul were in the kitchen the lights started flickering...
"what is that" paul
"don't worry, it's because the pope's dead" me.... and i said it a billion more times that night
while standing in the kitchen with adam paul cassie and steve this girl walks up...
"hello, who are you?" me
"kristina" kristina
"OMG that's MY name!" me
"i know, i've met you so many times before" kristina
"what? you have? when?" kristina
"i met you last week in cassie's basment then again at steve jgargaukhgal's house" kristina (weird last name eh? must be jewish..)
"whose that, when was i in cassie's basement.." me
"wait what... you were in my basement?!?! WHO ARE YOU" cassie
anyways so i realized that the girl was on crack, not me... but she also wasn't my biggest fan..
"why do i suck?" me.... as i usaually say
"yeah, why do you suck? why are you here? why don't you go and just kill yourself" kristina
"... okay...." me
"that was HARSH" paul, adam, and steve
"i'll just go die now.." me
"doors that way!" kristina
okay so... she was being sarcastic..... but in a way, deep down inside, i think she was hoping because i was severly intoxicated that i would take her advice and go die..? thanks...
then after a while i needed to leave cause i had to work at 10 in the morning (oh p.s. i gots a new job, at market fresh... yesssss)
so cailey's dad drove me home...
and then when i got home.. i remember putting honey on a plate... eating it... and watching the OC, i think maybe the honey was in a sandwhich and winded up all over the plate
then i think i went to bed
whew
good story
<3 i'll rip you to pieces, and then kiss you goodnight