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SO i guess i just kinda feel like im in charge of Kameryn lately because i feel like my dad is never here. I mean on monday we went to grand rapids and stuff, but then on tuesday he was out...uh huh wtf!!!!....then tonight he has class, is he gonna be gone tomorrow too??? Probably!! then i'm gonna be gone on friday and i dont fucking know...but last week he was gone on monday tuesday and wednesday, and whenever he is here he just sleeps or reads the paper or does work. We don't ever do anything together anymore. I mean yeah we watched '24' together on monday but the whole time he was working. idk, i just feel like he's being taken away from me, and i know those aren't his intentions but he is my rock, he is the most important thing in my life and i dont really know what i would do if i couldnt count on him as much. yeah i know he needs his life and stuff but idk....i guess i just miss him. and its really bothering me lately, so if anyone has noticed (which no one prolly has because no one ever asks whats wrong with me)but if anyone has noticed if i've been kinda upset lately or aren't as happy it's because of that.
and im about sick of school I HATE IT...there is just soo much stuff goin on right now and i dont want to do it...i mean every single teacher that i have must have a stick up their ass because i have soo many projects to do!! i mean one at a time is enough, but i've got like 3 and then 3 tests coming up too!! i hate it!! i just want it to be spring break!!! I CANT WAIT TO GO TO FLORIDA!!! ONLY 37 MORE DAYS!!!! YIPPEE!!! THen i have to do homework with kameryn every night too and that just makes it more stressful because i pay more attention to him than i do me, and that's because he needs to learn all of this stuff and i do to...but im not gonna need all this stuff that im learning (well i will but it wont be as important as what kam is learning). I just dont know
well i guess im out
Kristen
and im about sick of school I HATE IT...there is just soo much stuff goin on right now and i dont want to do it...i mean every single teacher that i have must have a stick up their ass because i have soo many projects to do!! i mean one at a time is enough, but i've got like 3 and then 3 tests coming up too!! i hate it!! i just want it to be spring break!!! I CANT WAIT TO GO TO FLORIDA!!! ONLY 37 MORE DAYS!!!! YIPPEE!!! THen i have to do homework with kameryn every night too and that just makes it more stressful because i pay more attention to him than i do me, and that's because he needs to learn all of this stuff and i do to...but im not gonna need all this stuff that im learning (well i will but it wont be as important as what kam is learning). I just dont know
well i guess im out
Kristen