Nov 25, 2006 02:24
Justin has no life
Justin wishes he wasn't alone
Justin hopes that he hasn't fucked this up
Justin just wants relaxation within his life
Justin is content with his life as of now but wishes he could change parts of it.
Justin is jealous
Justin cant trust people easily
Justin wishes he can find an apt already
Justin wishes he can be with that one person for the rest of his life
Justin wants to graduate college and get a good job
Justin wants to adopt a kid
Justin is tired of writing Justin over and over so Justin will be stopping.
I am dating someone exclusively now for about a month...no clue the date i dont keep track but its been about a month
We are getting an apartment and getting 2 BEDROOMS lol not gonna fuck this one up ... + I said that I wanted to date for a long time before he starts anything...other than that
Justin is talking to alec atm and thomas moore will be mad probably lol
i want my money so im being nice -_-;
well Justin is tired but is thinking about every possible bad thing to happen and is trying to trust someone and not going to call because he cant be up his ass like someone is 24/7 -_-;
Justin is just a lonely mother fucker who wants just that one person to be with who I can express my feelings too and not feel bad about it and who i can tell anything too and do anything with and feel warm and fuzzy inside lol
also i wanna settle down..yes im 18 lol but still
i want to adopt once I am out of college and have a good job and i want to prove and have people understand that gay parents are just as good as 'straight' parents and theres no bad influence or what not
i am half asleep right now so im not writing it the way i want to but u can figure it out of wat i mean lol
but this seems to be the only time i write in this wen im depressed/tired/bored or w/e lol
so ya anyways goodnight to all and I will trust him because I have to to make this work =)