Sep 16, 2013 16:49
so i finally finished reading bokura ga ita after watching the movie and it has left with such feelings is difficult to explain, you just can't stop wishing for a love like that i guess. i feel like aki-chan, envious and longing, hoping for a happy ending and totally hopeless while watching the train wreck.
"which is the correct choice? which path will make people happier? which one would hurt less people?" then again love is selfish, isn't it.
maybe because it makes me go "ah, i guess i'm luckless at love" then again, you must go out and look for it, wish for it, fight for it. my head is a mess, forgive me.
this isn't making any sense, all these feelings and no words. it makes me wonder, did i ever feel like that? the past has become a memory, blurry from overuse.
master, it's raining and i miss you.