It's 3 am, haha
I'm SO f-in tired and I'm not really sure why I'm still awake but whatever :). I feel SO much relief right now that it is finally the weekend. I turned in my marketing paper, did my presentation on it and took my psych test. All that's left for next week is a math test and a presentation in my College Comp class. Then after that I have three finals and a take home final and I am done with the semester on the 15th! I can't believe how fast it's flown by. Honestly! I feel like I JUST started school not that long ago and already I'm 1/4 of the way done with my degree! I really need to find some sort of creative outlet I think. If I'm not snowed in tomorrow, I'm going to go buy some paints and a canvas and just paint and let all my feelings/emotions out onto the painting. Also, I'm thinking of applying at Anthropologie in Newton or in Boston and working there on the weekends and one weeknight. I want to get some more higher end retail experience and I absolutely love the clothes they sell there. Vikkie's is fun, but I get bored so easily and I think I'm ready for somthing new. Plus it would help me get more familiar with the city which is somthing that I also want to do. Sometimes I just feel like I'm lost about where I'm going in life. I forget to live in the moment and I worry a lot about the future- it's a major flaw on my part. I don't think we ever stop searching even if we think we've found what we want. I think there's always this feeling like you need to "rediscover" yourself or whatever. I dunno, it's majorly f-in late and I need to attempt some sleep. Have a good nite! And y'all that are up here w/me in New England-- stay safe out there in the snow!
<3,
Kris
<3,
Kris