Love SUCKS
Without fail it has happened again. It just makes me feel like i'm not good enough. He says I'm too good, maybe I am. None of what happened could change how I feel. So in my book she's a slut and he's an idiot. As long as he stopped it and knows he fucked up and told me about it, that speaks volumes for him and I admire that. Shit's gonna be rough for a litte while but I know we can move past this. The next two weekends look very promising and that makes me uber happy. Halloween weekend I'm going home again and I can't wait. I've been itching to be back in SPF for a little while so this is good. I miss driving around looking for trees or burning them down Johnston Dr. Justin, Janie, and Drew were always there and a few others would come and go. The four of us did so much this summer and I miss that. They always knew how to make me happy no matter how upset I got. Drew's comments on people were the best. Janie and my sing-a-longs were hillarious. Now I'm going to be late to class but oh well, fucking stat discussion. I gotta finish this vodka and red bull first. ;)