BLA!
more bad news... jason just called, seems that the owneer of the company offered to let jason work for some extra cash money, this is GREAT... cept its tomrrow night and he will be comming up to work to drop the kids off and stay while i go home! :( this is getting more depressing.. to me, its like , why am i working if we are STILL this broke, if we are going to struggle and struggle, i would rather struggle and be able to stay home with my kids, make sense?
i dont know i know that i am just being a baby.. but dang! family time is IMPORTANT to me and my kids, yesterday anna said "mommy where is daddy, i havent seen him all day" how sad is that?
all this and we arent getting ahead i guess is my complaint!
i need some ME time (perfect opportunity on sat :( ) i thnkn cept, i have some things that i NEED to get doen that i cant get done with the kids so, i ahve to wait till jason gets home!!!!!
i know that these things can wait, but i have been set on this mind set that i was going to get them done!
sorry i am such a downer today.. i just cant snap out of it.. iw ish my house were clean!
i dont know i know that i am just being a baby.. but dang! family time is IMPORTANT to me and my kids, yesterday anna said "mommy where is daddy, i havent seen him all day" how sad is that?
all this and we arent getting ahead i guess is my complaint!
i need some ME time (perfect opportunity on sat :( ) i thnkn cept, i have some things that i NEED to get doen that i cant get done with the kids so, i ahve to wait till jason gets home!!!!!
i know that these things can wait, but i have been set on this mind set that i was going to get them done!
sorry i am such a downer today.. i just cant snap out of it.. iw ish my house were clean!