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[kristyamby]

I am deathly frightened. I wish I could just accept things for the way they are. I just keep thinking that I'm going to mess it up. When I smell him on me after he's been gone for ten minutes it's hard to be afraid of possibilities. I just wish I didn't always go in so deep so quickly.

God damn it, I have anxiety. I need advice I need advice.