drowning in hate and jealousy
well since everyone who reads this hates me, im sorry you feel that way....i really dont understand why...even my best friend is being weird,well i dont hate any of you, and i never will...hilaree i dont even hate you...jonathan i dont hate you either, i know im going to be getting some kind of hateful comments onthi,but could you please just not post....i have had all i can take for quite a while....i dont get how anyone could hate anyone....all you pplwho claim to believe in god and go to church and praise in his presence,but then get online and say these horrible things that just crush ppl who do nothing to you, your all rather fake and annoying....look at all the horrible things you guys do and say about me....but why? what have i done to all of you??? NOTHING! well anyways, im at ginnys, but would rather be home....she is in her room with brandon, while her bff is in her kitchen crying her eyes out...sum bff...im kinda upset with her because i read the comment that she left in jonathans journal, oh its okay as long as they dont start a i hate ginny club. uh huh....yea well i think its kinda selfish, and i know that im going to regret putting this in my journal later...but hey this thing is just for me and my problems....but really all it does is just cause conflicts with other ppl...soo im sry if i offend anyone...and im sorry ginny i love you and all i just dont understand how you can let ppl dog me out...just remember when everyone hated u when u first came back to stmartin....i stood up for you! i lost my best friend for you...the least you could do is be here for me when i need you the most....but ur not...im always there for you, why cant you do the same in return.....well im gonna go and iono....bye!