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I'm home alone tonight. As much as I love to be home alone I hate it. Being home alone during the day is great, but I am terrified to spend the night home alone... what I'm doing tonight. I know when I move into my apt I will be spending the night alone. But that will be different. I will be in my place not in a big house by myself in a scary neighborhood. Mom and Dad are spending the night at the farm to get a early start on packing things tomorrow. I could be spending the night there but it's not the same without my grandma there. If anyone wants company tonight give me a call... Please!
I would like to point out once again... I AM TIRED OF ALL THE LIES. I know I shouldn't let them bother me but I keep being dragged into it.
I've been feeling a little lonely lately, but I'm dealing. I miss being hugged. The other day I didn't feel well and all I wanted to do was curl into a ball, be held and go to sleep. I was missing one part of the equation. So I just curled into a ball and slept.
Other then the above and another situation I rather not think about, life is going fairly well right now. My nephew turned 2 months the other day. It's unbelievable. Time is passing way too quickly!
Guess that's all for now. I have to get up and put in a new movie. I just finished watching Bridget Jones the Edge of Reason and flipping to the Phillies game once in awhile. Yea they won!! Maybe I'll finish watching Gilmore Girls season 3. The 4th comes out in September!!
I would like to point out once again... I AM TIRED OF ALL THE LIES. I know I shouldn't let them bother me but I keep being dragged into it.
I've been feeling a little lonely lately, but I'm dealing. I miss being hugged. The other day I didn't feel well and all I wanted to do was curl into a ball, be held and go to sleep. I was missing one part of the equation. So I just curled into a ball and slept.
Other then the above and another situation I rather not think about, life is going fairly well right now. My nephew turned 2 months the other day. It's unbelievable. Time is passing way too quickly!
Guess that's all for now. I have to get up and put in a new movie. I just finished watching Bridget Jones the Edge of Reason and flipping to the Phillies game once in awhile. Yea they won!! Maybe I'll finish watching Gilmore Girls season 3. The 4th comes out in September!!